good by my dear necklace:( :(

Yesterday was a very sad day :(, i lost my necklace which is for me more than a simple necklace, it is so precious not for its material value but for what represents.

It is a necklace that my father had bought and presented as a gift to my mother before their marriage so more than 40 years ago!! mom used to wear it for more than 20 years and although that i have two sisters she gave it to me. From that day i never took it off i was always wearing , and since i'm almost far from my family i was feeling like the necklace was protecting me and like my mom is so near.

I lost the necklace two times before but each time it goes back to me and in that two time i felt seek cos i lost it , but yesterday was another story and this time i'm pretty sure that it will never get it back!!!!

I took the metro, every thg was normal till its door was opened; in that precise moment a hand reached my neck and took by force my nacklace!! i felt a pain in my neck i yield just at that moment but then i was like a stone i could not think or act!! and the worst is that the thief that i even not saw his face walk dawn from the metro with all the confidence in this world very slowly like nothing just happned (the door of the metro closed up so he was so sure that neither me nor anybody else can reach him ) and my necklace in his hand i saw it getting far for me i have tears on my eyes but till today i could not cry!! i feel guilty that i lost it that i did not hide it before getting in the metro as i used to do !!! good by my dear necklace :'(... and "dafa3a allahou mekena a3dham"!!

pour plaire aux hommes!!!

kel 3ada el maleka mte3 dari "alkat 3liya el kabedh" kbal menokhrej lil khidma w ta7et te7kili à tort et à travers (sinon elle ne soit ps elle! ) w fi wsset el 7dith ghazretli w katli ghribet sa7abeti koltelha echbiha?, kaletli jeya li touness bech ta3mel 3amelia koltelha nchala khir (kaleb w illé mé3da w illé maredh khayeb elotef !!!) kaletli lé jéya tonfekh fi chfeyefha (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) kaletli inti el 7amdoula metssta7kech (?!!!!!) j'étais bouche Bée!!! : sa7betha hedhi 3omrha w el 7amdouleleh akther min 55!!! divorcée w bnetha atwel minha w bi rjelhom ti krib bech twali jeda!!! w min baled chakik jeya w bech tekhou etayera w ta3mel re7lé kemla w tkott el flouss bech tonfekh chfeyefha!!!!! rabi y7abess 3lina el 3kal w eddin!!!.....je me demande pourquoi une femme fi 3morha se fait opérer juste pr avoir des lèvres pulpeuses!! t7eb t3ich 3mor ghir 3morha?!! elle veut se plaire aux hommes?!! w idhé khalet chfeyefha normal bech tmout?!!! ena je comprends plus ou moins qu'une star fait ça aprés tout presque 99% mil les stars de nos jours yekhdmou bi bdanhom donc hedheka ma3oun san3athom ms une femme bi 3kalha ta3mel haka?!!w t3aredh rou7ha aux risques qui peuvent résulter de ce type d'intervention ( http://www.laclinic.ch/fr/chirurgie-esthetique/risques-et-complications.htm ) za3ma ena rej3iya chwaya khater je crois encore à la beauté naturelle w illé edenya hiya illi walet dra kifech!!!

a new start before the new year! :)

I thought that moving from a place to another , leaving people to meet others, starting imposing your self again, showing your skills again, making effort to succeed in a new place will be difficult as any new start but it seems that i began to enjoy it :) :) ..i was looking for events i was fed up with the daily routine !! and i got what i wanted : a part of excitment!!! i have a new job, a new man, new stories and many things comming along!! it seems that 2010 will be so pomising !! I hope so ;)

crossroads

it is hard to choose ur road, it is harder to change ur road u don't know whether u re doing the right thg or ur precipitating thgs, is it the right time to make changes, re these just fears or wise thoughts?

In all cases it remains exciting to make new moves, to jump in ur fears just to see what will happens

my usual "but" !

He is black haired, tall, well dressed young man,
He is clever, active, daring, manly and he loves me :) .."but"

since i accepted to give him a chance i have not stopped being surprised : he calls me many times in the day, he wakes me up at the morning ( by calling me of course ;) :)) even when he is not obliged to wake up early , he doesn't sleep before saying good night and even if he makes this "mistake" he wakes up and run to call me to apology, every morning i start my day by a message on my FB with a song and a dedication from him;

He surprised me by his little stories- with me- before confessing ("déclarer sa flamme") : how he was watching me for months, how he tried to cross my way just to say hi and how i answered him with my friendly smile without knowing how he was feeling about me, how he took 3 days to confess to me.

He surprised me by passing me his mom on the phone to have a little chat with her;

He surprised me by kissing my hand ! and by confessing a week later that he never did it before with a girl cos he kisses only his mom's hand!

its seems like the love story which i was always looking for .."but"


it is my "usual but" !!: but... is he the right guy, but.. should i wait for a better, but should i give the chance to the two others, but.... am'I ready for a serious relationship, but... is he really loving me, but....do we belong together, but will he keep going like this or will he stop surprising me when i fall in love with him, but will he hurt me, will i hurt him ,...

when love knocks your door.....

when love knocks ur door and u don't know whether should u open it, keep it closed, open it a little bit just to see if it is a real love, it is a problem!!..but when three young men offer u their love at the same time and u don't know what to answer or how that is a Big problem!!

"Business is business"!! non ps business is"tbazniss"!!

Malheureusement les Tunisiens non ps encore compris la notion de business et surtout lorsque la personne avec qui ils traitent est une fillle!!!

Malheureusement ils ne font aucune différence entre business et tbzniss (business et drague)!!

Comme ts le monde ds le domaine d'affaires je suis obligée de donner mes coordonnées aux gens qui sollicitent mon assistance professionnelle (et je précise bien professionnelle! ) ms malhereusement je me suis exposée à des situations de malaise puisque certains dés qu'ils obtiennent mon numeros et je précise bien encore que je leurs ai donné mon numéros seulement ds un cadre purement professionnel!!! et pour des raisons purement professionnelles!!! me contactent ms non ps pour des affaires!!! ms pour me draguer!!!
Combien de fois j'estime que jai pu avoir des clients ms malheuresement il n'ont ds leurs têtes que etbazniss!!

et meme certains m'avouent qu ils ne m'ont parlé de business la première fois que pour avoir mon numéros et établir le conatct avec moi!

j'en ai marre de ces gens qui commencent à me taper sur le système!! pourqoui cette mentalité non civilisée et de non respect !! je commence à me douter si je pourais avoir de vrais clients un jour!! alors que je fait tt pour avoir une allure pro : mon maquillage est tj discret et mon habit est trés rigoureux!

Est ce que pour avoir ces "vrais" clients je dois être un homme!!

et ce qui est encore plus bizarre c'est que cette attitude non professionelle et même immature ne provienne ps seulement des jeunes gens ms meme des gens qui ont l'age de mon père et non seulement des célibataires ms même des gens mariés!!!!! et provienne des gens des milieux professionnels différents et voici quelques illustrations:

-Un officier d'une caisse de sécurité sociale qui a sollicité mon numéros ds un cadre pro m'appelle un jour férié!! + il m'appelle par mon prénon et non par mon titre (nakess bech yetrabej biya!) alors que je l'appelait par Si-- pr donner un caractère pro à notre communication!!+ je traitait directement le sujet pro ms lui ds tte la communication me tournait au rond pr finalement m'avouer qu' il m'a appler juste pr avoir mes nouvelles et me demander où je vais passer mon jour férié!!

-Un investisseur tunisien qui vit à l'étranger m'a demandé mes services pro et aprés avoir parler juste un petit peu business il m'a demandé si je ss engagée?!! alors qui il était marié et son projet en Tunisie va etre en partenariat avec sa femme étarngère(!!) et il m'a meme avoué que avec sa femme ca va duré juste 2 ans encore (!!!!!!) puis il ne tardera ps à epouser une tunisiènne (!!!!!)

-Un type qui travaille ds une sté pétrolière ayant l'age de mon père prend mes coordonées et alors que je lui ai bien précisé voilà c'est mon numéros pro il me répond: d'accord ms on peut parler d'autres choses que les affaires? (!!!)

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Rabi yssabarni w bara